COULD I BE CURSED/ JINXED?!?

Serious replies please, so spare me the immaturity. I am VERY sincere, because I honestly believe that I have a DARK CLOUD wherever I go/ whatever I do. For instance: Fate NEVER ceases to relentlessly FIGHT me in the events (occurences) that it KNOWS is most important to me. I even figure ahead of time not to EVER get my hopes up about ANYTHING. Even my FRIENDS tell me I'm the most jinxed person they known. I just want to know if its possible for people to be cursed/ jinxed or born under a bad planetary phase or something. Sometimes I literally fear leaving my house- after a SERIES of bad luck happenings start that day! Experience tells me it will ONLY get worse! I have jinxed (made inoperable) more inanimate objects than I care to recall.... perfectly running cars.... printers....ATM machines.... even cash registers. I cannot summon it up in so many effective words.... other than "if something CAN go wrong, it usually DOES!!" Maybe my PIC should be under definition of "Murphy's Law." If only I were as likely to win the LOTTO as I were to predict my LUCK! I hate my life.